derepressed: (this idea is bad and you should feel bad)
chizuru "would you jerks stop leaving me" yukimura ([personal profile] derepressed) wrote in [community profile] recountal 2014-11-06 06:26 pm (UTC)

[Chizuru tends to think it was more because he worried she would be a liability - and the nightmare incentive from the castle, so many years ago, is to blame for that. Nightmares of a future where Okita died, where Kaoru died, where Kodo died, and where she survived still haunt her, sometimes, when she doesn't have enough things to focus on to keep those thoughts at bay; she remembers just how bloodthirsty Kodo had been in his pursuit of a kingdom of rasetsu.

(Of course the Producers never showed her the future where he saved her from death at Kaoru's hands.)

Knowing how badly he had wanted it, she can't help but think the only reason she was never involved was because he thought she would get in the way.]


...he probably just thought that I would make a mess of things. [She smiles, and it's only a little bit bitter.] And it's true. As soon as I found out about the ochimizu the first time... well, I don't think he wanted me to try and keep people from going mad.

[No man would want the girl he raised as a daughter to let strange men drink her blood, but THERE YOU GO...]

Is there - is there any way you can become entirely uninvolved with it now? That sort of a concoction... it's not safe. It does so many terrible things to the people who drink it, and the human politicians who know of it... if they come to believe they can rely on you to do their bidding, they'll never leave you alone. I don't want that for you.

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