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senhime 「 千姫 」 ([personal profile] deontological) wrote in [community profile] recountal2014-12-29 09:17 pm

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Nagumo clan estate.
Tosa, Japan, June of Bunkyū 1.

["I come as a messenger of the Princess of Yase. My mistress wishes for me to see the face of the child under your care with my own eyes."

Technically, it isn't a lie. She does wish to see the ward of the Nagumo clan, and she is acting as a messenger - on her own behalf, perhaps, but on the behalf of the Princess of Yase nonetheless.

Sen is well aware that after so many attempts have gone horribly awry - her messengers being turned away or being entertained within the house but never actually being allowed to see Kaoru for themselves - that this isn't going to be easy. She is prepared to be stubborn with the men who have received her, and so she does. It's a fact that the servants have orders to placate her and send her on her way, but that is something she won't allow.

She had arrived the day before, just after noon. Now it is noon again, and she still isn't gone. Currently she is kneeling on a cushion in the room for receiving visitors, and she thinks that perhaps she has finally succeeded - a servant is dispatched to go and fetch Kaoru. She would prefer a private conversation, but that same servant will most likely be instructed to monitor them as they speak.

That's fine. Now that she's here, she's sure she can figure out a way. Things have been quiet enough lately that she has a little more freedom to act on her own (and she is acting on her own - for once, Kimigiku has no idea where she's gone, though she's left instructions with a child in the village to tell her that she saw the princess going to Tosa if she hasn't returned within two weeks), and she is sure she's up to the task of bringing Yukimura Kaoru home.

She looks up when she hears the sound of a sliding door, and smiles.]


Ah... are you Kaoru-san?

[She swears to god if they've brought some random girl to try and trick her, the Nagumo clan will become very well acquainted with just how much damage Yase can do when she's been offended.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-05 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Rather than viewing it as a burden to bear, even though it is, Kaoru seems discomforted by the fact that she's trying to give him an out. He can't see it in the same light that she does, really; figures that it's probably a combination of her being reluctant to give up her hope, and of him being too useless for her to trust in such a dire situation.

He can't blame her for that, really. He's done nothing but commit blunder after blunder since she's arrived here, and this one's finally ended in her slow and excruciating demise. It still stings, though - that he wants to be able to offer just one thing to her in the sea of everything he's done wrong, and he can't even provide that. His eyes stay fixed on her palm well after the wound has sealed itself shut, and his hands twist anxiously in his lap, over and over and over.]


...What can I do, then? If not that...

[There has to be something. Just sitting here watching her die makes him feel so helpless in the face of everything, and he can only imagine that she feels the same.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-05 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[His breath catches in his throat at that, just a little, even though he's trying to match her and not give away just how distressed he is. If she can do it, then the least he can do is try too, right? Especially when he isn't the one suffering, dying--

When her hands clench, he watches. When she whispers that to him, his gaze drifts downward to the dirt beneath his knees. Is that sort of strength possible for him? Is it...? Will he ever be able to stand on his own feet? The thought of living pinned under the thumb of the Nagumo until the day he dies is enough to make him feel like vomiting, but he just doesn't know, he doesn't know if he can avoid that fate.

But here Sen is, asking for something like that even though she's suffering so much, herself. If it's for Sen - if it's for something like this, can he do it? Can he make them regret everything they've ever done?]


I— ...I'll do my best. I'll try - very hard. I'll continue to try. I'll do whatever I need to do to keep that promise.

[It's not the steel resolve he'll eventually grow into, but it's a flicker of something similar.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-09 11:40 am (UTC)(link)
[It should probably be worrying, hearing her say something like that. In fact, Kaoru does distantly recognize that; if she's saying "I'm going to try resting", shouldn't she be kept awake? That is, if she can even manage to sleep at all. He may not be aware of the full extent of pain she's going through because of her own iron willpower, but he knows that it must be excruciating regardless.]

...I'll try.

[Is all he says, once more. It's the best that he can offer. Vague half-promises that he's not sure he'll ever have the willpower or strength to carry out, or little white lies like this. He wants to stay awake to keep an eye on Sen. If she does have her final moments in this terrible place, at least one person should be witness to it.

But he'll settle down a little distance away from her - though still within watching range - and try to settle into some semblance of a resting posture.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-09 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[It probably won't help much that Kaoru actually seems to be in some sort of offensive posturing as soon as she sticks her head into the tunnel, because he hadn't heard her footsteps, but he had heard the rustling and the thuds. Around here, any sound that's out of the ordinary is a good cause for concern, and he won't let himself or Sen die stupidly just because he hadn't been prepared for an attack of some sort.

Of course, that fades as soon as Kimigiku shows recognition, and he's immediately scrambling away from both of them somewhat reflexively. If this person recognizes Sen, then maybe she had been right. Maybe there's still a chance, however slim, that a rush rescue can be made.

But the look and tone has Kaoru panicking. That and the stress of watching over a dying person for half a day has him stumbling over his words in his haste to get them out.]


Ah— Poison - it's some sort of poison, a- a slow acting poison? [His hands fumble clumsily at his obi for a second before remembering oh, right, he doesn't have either pouch to show her in the hopes that she might recognize it.] I'm— I'm not sure how long ago she was forced to take it. It's been hours... She hasn't woken up since she fell asleep.
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-11 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a short sort of warring inside of Kaoru now, because saying "I prioritize your safety" one hundred times doesn't negate the fact that he had been hoping for an out despite himself. He knew it was impossible (or so it had seemed) and therefore tried to quash those hopes into nothingness, but they still existed softly and painfully beneath all of his fatalistic thinking. Sen had rekindled a spark that he thought had died a long time ago, and he suddenly feels a great terror over the idea of letting it go out again.

But "if she is to survive" strikes a different fear into his heart, and Kimigiku's look has him cowing a little, fingers knotting together in a nervous, clumsy gesture. For lack of anywhere better to look, his gaze shifts first to the floor and then to the exit, darting and anxious. At the very least, he does seem to understand that he can help with the "immediate" part of this exit plan.]


—I can show you the quickest way to exit the compound.

[Which is partially out of a genuine desire to help, and partially out of a desperate grab for help before it escapes from his grasp completely.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-12 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ah.

Hopeful as Kaoru might be despite himself, he's also observant - terribly observant, which will be weaponized at some point in the future but is, for now, nothing more than a hindrance when he would really rather just be able to live in some semblance of blissful oblivion. He notices the way she tenses her knees, and before that had been all too aware of her silence as they fled. They're all marks that he'd like desperately to ignore, but that his pessimistic nature won't allow him to.

She has no intention of bringing him along.

Sen, too - hearing her wake up and seeing her struggle like that... She's still asking for him even at a time like this? The grossly selfish, sick part of himself feels a horrible twist of satisfaction at that. If Sen still cares this much, he matters. One bodyguard's desire to leave him behind can't possibly trump the approval of someone who promised to be his friend.

But that part is still small, even if it's growing, and it's a voice largely drowned out by bigger concerns. For example, the guard that's close enough to touch him.

...Well. Forcing himself into Kimigiku's care at this point might just get them all killed in the end. (A very, very tiny part of himself hopes that maybe, if Sen does escape successfully and survives this ordeal, she'll still come back for him later anyway.)

It's with that in mind that he suddenly stops mid-dash and pivots on his heel, swinging his opposite leg around in a fearsome kick that packs enough strength to send the guard it connects with flying into a couple of his companions. They all go tumbling to the ground, and naturally this has the majority of their attention on him, though a small subset still focuses on Sen and Kimigiku with cries of don't let them escape! Kaoru cries out, too, forceful and hoping he doesn't sound as terrified as he feels.]


Go—!

[His wrist is grabbed soon after, but he's hoping even that small delay will be enough for Kimigiku to take advantage of.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-14 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[WELL THAT sure all passes by in a blur of confusion, and Kaoru's left stumbling and glancing around wildly as he's gathered up and set by Sen's side. That... that sure hadn't been what he had been expecting to happen at all.

She's really going all out for him, isn't she? Sen - if this works, he's going to be in her debt for the rest of his life, and he knows it. But his selfish heart beats a little faster, feels a little less heavy, now that he's not in such dire circumstances anymore. All he has to do is make sure that they both make it out. He knows his way around the compound. He can do this.

Kimigiku gets one curt not before she flees again, and then Kaoru's attention turns toward Sen's hand and its shaking.]


—I can carry you. [Adrenaline is fueling him right now, so he knows that he'll be able to.]

So let's go! The way out— if we just keep going this way-

[His gaze drifts in the direction of the forest, which he knows personally will come to an end eventually, and with it, so will the property of the Nagumo clan. They can still be pursued even outside of the border, of course, but it would become much more difficult for them, especially since the surrounding wooded areas eventually trail into cities. Recapture would be impossible there.

He holds his arms out, reaching for Sen without waiting for the okay. They're running on low time, here. If she protests immediately, he'll let her run on her own, but otherwise he'll scoop her up bridal style and take off.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-15 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
[It's almost enough to make him stumble a little, hearing something like that. She's thanking him? For what? He's done nothing for her with the exception of making things more difficult. What would have been a simple rescue mission had almost been thrown beyond repair because of his carelessness, and now the reminder of her dire situation is all the more tangible with her in his arms like this.

It combats the feeling of selfish glee, at least, offsetting it with a deep sense of guilt.]


You— please don't thank me...

[He doesn't even feel like he can accept "I'm glad you're coming with us" in good conscience, honestly. Even though he hadn't exactly forced himself along, it feels like he's intruded - like he's continuing to cause problems just by being here.

So he'll try his best to avoid giving Sen or Kimigiku something to regret. It's difficult to run quickly and traverse the woods in a kimono, but Kaoru's had unfortunate experience with just that and knows his way around the paths well. He darts through efficiently, leaving barely a swirl of leaves in his wake.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-16 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
[The comment makes his stomach feel like it's sinking a little, because that speaks to the fear that he had already been harboring anyway. His life is worthless, especially compared to someone like the princess of Yase herself. With an entire village to lead and so many demons who look up to her as a focal point of their culture and society, he couldn't expect anything different - never really had, despite his hope for Sen to keep her word.

He also, despite his frantic searching and rapid thinking, notices the fact that her wound doesn't start to seal over immediately. It's something that he registers as a bit of an afterthought since his concentration is mainly on the man standing before them, but it does factor into his decision nonetheless.

For now, he stands his ground, crouched and clearly ready to duck and run at a moment's notice. They're really running out of time, if that injury's delayed response is anything to go by.]


I'm not going to leave her out here and go back. Who's to say you won't kill her as soon as I put her down?

[NOT FALLIN FOR YOUR SHIT, ARROW GUY.]

You will let Sen pass.
souredsweet: jackandtink (EHHHN.....)

[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-16 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
[That's— a lot of blood. It's not as though she's hemorrhaging, but it's enough to cause Kaoru's heartbeat to quicken in his chest, his lips pursing out of reflex to keep himself quiet.

They don't have the time for hesitation, though. He has to set himself aside again if that's what it takes to ensure Sen's safety, even if that selfish part of him reels at the thought. What has being selfless ever done for you? Nothing - and really, there's a part of him that undeniably does this in the hopes that helping Sen out now will earn him a return favor later. But he's trying - he's trying - to be a good person.

He levels the man an even stare, still not budging from the spot.]


How will I know that someone else won't come along after and do her harm?

[Bartering is about as much as he can do here, unless he tries to make it past this man, which he's also considering. He's keeping a keen ear out toward the surrounding area, and trying his best to feel for any nearby presences.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-16 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Kaoru also doesn't trust him, which is a problem here, because there aren't really a whole lot of options left.]

—I'll set her down. Don't harm her.

[He squares his shoulders and avoids the attempt that Sen is making at trying to get him to turn the offer down, because he doesn't have any other choice.

That is, he doesn't have any choice but to disarm this man by pretending to go along with what he wants. Kaoru doesn't want to risk Sen being shot in a frantic escape attempt, especially since a bow and arrow would definitely have the field advantage in this situation. Instead, he'll approach, slow and careful and not giving any outward signs that he'll be trying to pull any last minute moves.

He even starts to set Sen down on the ground, but he's well prepared in the case of any sneak attacks from the distance or closer range attacks from the one visible enemy they're facing off against. It'll be a bad move on the man's part if he actually does try to get close enough to grab Kaoru's arm, because Kaoru will be making a grab for the bow first, reaching out to snap the tightened string.]
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[personal profile] souredsweet 2015-02-16 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
[When he realizes a split second too late that the man is retaliating by harming Sen further, the same twisting, curdling rage that had driven him to bashing a servant's skull against the wall over and over and over comes flooding back. He's no stranger to it; but the past day or two have been the first times that he's actually acted on it.

And act is exactly what he does. He can't risk him injuring Sen further, and he can't allow himself to become a useless asset in this fight. His movements are whipquick, dodging out of the way of the kick but still staying in close enough range to be able to reach out and touch that man. If he could just restrain him—

His hand darts out, reaching for his collar in an attempt to pull him off of his balance. If successful, he'll raise his opposite leg with the intent of ramming his knee into the man's gut with merciless strength.]

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