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Nagumo clan estate.
Tosa, Japan, June of Bunkyū 1.

["I come as a messenger of the Princess of Yase. My mistress wishes for me to see the face of the child under your care with my own eyes."

Technically, it isn't a lie. She does wish to see the ward of the Nagumo clan, and she is acting as a messenger - on her own behalf, perhaps, but on the behalf of the Princess of Yase nonetheless.

Sen is well aware that after so many attempts have gone horribly awry - her messengers being turned away or being entertained within the house but never actually being allowed to see Kaoru for themselves - that this isn't going to be easy. She is prepared to be stubborn with the men who have received her, and so she does. It's a fact that the servants have orders to placate her and send her on her way, but that is something she won't allow.

She had arrived the day before, just after noon. Now it is noon again, and she still isn't gone. Currently she is kneeling on a cushion in the room for receiving visitors, and she thinks that perhaps she has finally succeeded - a servant is dispatched to go and fetch Kaoru. She would prefer a private conversation, but that same servant will most likely be instructed to monitor them as they speak.

That's fine. Now that she's here, she's sure she can figure out a way. Things have been quiet enough lately that she has a little more freedom to act on her own (and she is acting on her own - for once, Kimigiku has no idea where she's gone, though she's left instructions with a child in the village to tell her that she saw the princess going to Tosa if she hasn't returned within two weeks), and she is sure she's up to the task of bringing Yukimura Kaoru home.

She looks up when she hears the sound of a sliding door, and smiles.]

Ah... are you Kaoru-san?

[She swears to god if they've brought some random girl to try and trick her, the Nagumo clan will become very well acquainted with just how much damage Yase can do when she's been offended.]

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[It is almost a Herculean effort not to panic when she hears the guards shuffling around outside and comparing this footprint to that slightly-warmed area, but she keeps her expression as poker-faced as she possibly can and is relieved when no shouts of "It was the brat!" reach her ears. They can fuss around outside all they want as long as they don't find him, for all she cares.

It's a good sign, too, that she doesn't hear anyone issuing orders to check Kaoru's room. It will give him more time to get back and make it appear as if he has been soundly sleeping all along.

...which isn't something she can do with this guard; he had been too close to opening the door for her to retreat under the futon covers. She looks up at him with narrowed eyes for a long moment or two, unspeaking, and then tosses her head and looks away from him. She isn't engaging in her earlier verbal taunts, either; instead, she's just... deciding that his question isn't even worth an answer, apparently. A different method of taunting.

Outside, the guards continue their poking around, and she's sure she even hears one crawling around under the floorboards. She is so glad she has long since retrieved the bag of food Kaoru went to such pains to put together for her, because if they had seen it dangling down there they would have figure out very quickly that someone was helping her, and she doubts any of them would immediately believe that she could have won over a servant so quickly.

What does concern her is when one of them growls out, loudly enough for her to hear, "What if the brat was the one sneaking around out here?" No orders come to go check his room just yet, and Sen's expression remains the same as it was before in case the guard who had opened her screen is looking for a reaction, but she hopes and prays that Kaoru has already made it back and that he has enough time to get under the covers and banish the pre-dawn chill from his skin and his hair. If they do check on him, if they feel that chill, they'll know he was outside...]

[WELL SHE PROBABLY WON'T HEED HIS RUDE SHIT WAYS and his calls of hey, don't ignore me! along with some choice expletives, but he is not a member of the family and therefore doesn't encroach on her space. Not even the servants want to risk potentially bringing down the wrath of this clan on themselves, and roughing up a hostage might be enough to do just that...

So Sen herself is in the clear for now, at least, though that may well change as soon as one of the family members has woken up. Considering the commotion that's going on, that may be sooner rather than later, unfortunately.

But it does seem like the guard at her door is looking for a reaction, since he's not exactly covert about it. She's definitely better at keeping her cards close to her chest than he is, that's for damn sure... But that frustrates him, and as morons are wont to do when they're frustrated, he calls out to make a nonsensical demand in a fit of anger.

Go check!

At which point she'll be able to hear the sound of many feet trampling off into the distance and also one OW— and a thump from under the floorboards as one stray nerd bashes his head against it in his attempt to scramble back out.

If Sen strains her hearing, she won't be able to detect any sort of loud outburst that might indicate Kaoru's been found out. The guard watches her carefully even so, until another set of footsteps comes up the hall. It's the same man who had taken Kaoru back to his room the night before, and he peers disdainfully toward Sen before looking back at the guard that has bowed his head. A simple what happened here? is met with a rough explanation, but it appears that both of their respective attentions are away from Sen for the time being.]

Edited 2015-01-06 23:51 (UTC)

[She absolutely does not heed his rude shit ways, because she is also a rude shit when circumstances call for it, and in her opinion these circumstances definitely do. Sen flat-out ignores him because he simply is not worth the effort it would take to turn her head toward him and insult him.

So there isn't a reaction for him to see at all, not even when he gets pissy and demands that his fellow guards go and check. She is anxious, but with the way she's seated at the table and the way her hands are folded in her lap, the table will block his field of vision so he can't see when her hands dig into the fabric of her kimono as the footsteps carry away and that one poor dingus guard hits his head. She allows a faint quirk of the lips at that, but she doesn't laugh because she's worried it would come out too nervous-sounding, even if she is amused by that man's folly.

Sen continues to ignore him even as he explains what is going on to the family member, and for good measure, she ignores the family member, too. He may be a Nagumo, but she's the Princess of Yase and as far as she's concerned, she outranks every member of this family.

Meanwhile, the guards going to check up on Kaoru's room aren't at all quiet as they approach. If he is in there, he'll have plenty of warning before they finally do grasp the screen by one side and force it open with a loud, "Wake up, you brat!" that isn't quite loud enough to carry back to Sen's quarters.]

[Random Knuckleheaded Mook 1 sure does try his best...

THAT SAID, Kaoru sure did have enough time to slip into his futon and has even managed to settle down into what's basically par for the course for his sleeping position. His heart is still hammering a mile a minute in his ribcage and he can't seem to get a hold of his breathing as well as he'd like, but there isn't much he can do for that before he hears the rush of footsteps and the door sliding open. He's already sitting up by the time they're demanding his wakefulness, but that likely won't seem too strange to them, considering it's pretty well known through the house that Kaoru is one of the lightest sleepers on the compound.]

What—? Has there been another intruder?!

[Probably a little too alert-sounding for someone who was just rudely jostled awake, but they don't seem to take notice of it. One strides over to yank the covers of his futons back, though he's met with an indignant-sounding shriek from Kaoru. Nothing will be found there, though; he was smart enough to wear socks outside and has neatly discarded them in a corner of his room that isn't often searched.

Despite his indignation and the fact that he still seems quite ruffled and displeased, he doesn't have quite the same noble air and pride that Sen does, so he simply sits silent and waits for the search to be completed.

Back with Sen, the family member looks like he may try for a second to speak with her, but he's smart enough to know that they won't get any information out of her without resorting to measures he'd rather not lean on just yet. Instead, he turns his attention back to the guard.

There was a cat wandering around in the front courtyard late last night.

If Sen's listening, their conversation will drift off toward speculation that it's the cat that caused all of that hassle before, and that not a single trace of an actual intruder had been found.]

Edited 2015-01-07 02:41 (UTC)

[He tries so hard but doesn't get very far... Fight on and do your best, Random Knuckleheaded Mook 1.

A random not-so-knuckleheaded mook, while the knuckleheaded one is presumably picking himself up from tripping over a twig or something, spares Kaoru a glance when he asks what happened. His breathing does sound a little off - but luckily for him, the servant attributes that to being startled. And if he's startled, that means he didn't expect anyone to be checking on him -

If he were guilty of talking with their prisoner, he would have expected it and he wouldn't have been startled. That's his conclusion, which he comes to before even beginning his search of Kaoru's things. He is thorough nonetheless, but still manages to miss the dirtied socks in the corner. Instead, he's rifling through Kaoru's drawers to see if any of the clothing within has been disturbed.

Either he's dumb or it hasn't. Either way, once he completes his search, he sneers back at Kaoru because he's annoyed that they've come all the way out here to look for nothing. "Go back to sleep."

With that, he leaves, taking the other servants with him; they go back to their prisoner's quarters to report that there is nothing amiss in Kaoru's room, even mentioning that "the brat" was asleep before they barged in.

Sen listens, but continues to pretend that she is tuning them out, as they discuss the events of the night prior; finally, though, she has enough of it, and she rises to her feet to walk to the door. Her expression is bland as she clears her throat to get their attention.]

If you really must discuss the feline disturbance, could you do it elsewhere? I would like to continue resting.

[And unless she's stopped, she takes the shoji screen and slides it shut without even waiting for permission, because she's a shithead.]

[Mook turned the wrong way, tragically, because he is a new hire and does not yet know his way around the compound...

Kaoru, on the other hand, gets more and more tense the longer the room is searched, feeling glad that he hadn't been searched as thoroughly since he sure still is wearing the clothing that he went outside in. It's very, very faint, but there are traces of dirt at his knees, so he's definitely snatching the covers back as soon as he can and giving the servants a dirty look.]

Good night.

[Oops, he does manage some imperiousness when he needs to, and that was definitely snappish... Before the servant has a chance to snarkily reply, Kaoru's flopping over onto his side and burying his face into his covers, clearly not keen on continuing to talk to these RUDEASS MEN.

Sen won't find her door being caught as she closes it, at least!

...That said, it seems like the clan member has had enough of her princess sass, because she'll definitely be able to hear him say

Today, we move her.]

[Small miracles... It's probably a little much to hope that the Mook will get assigned to move her and accidentally wind up turning her loose outside, huh.

Sen hears that man's words loud and clear, but if either he or the guard hopes for a reaction, they'll be sorely disappointed; the only sound that comes from inside her room is the rustling of her futon covers as she pulls them over herself. She's to be moved, at some point today. Moved to where? There aren't many options she can come up with that are good.

She'll have to find some way of smuggling the food Kaoru had brought to her into wherever her new prison is. That, or eat it before they come in to move her; if they find it here, that would prove disastrous. She also can't let them find the second silk bag she has tucked into her obi... that would be even worse.

She won't be able to sleep after hearing that. Adrenaline leaves her far too alert, and as time passes, she opts to eat the food discreetly and tuck the cloth it had been wrapped in into her obi as well. If it happens to be found, she'll simply claim it came with her from Yase.

By the time they get around to coming in to move her, she is knelt by the low table again. She raises her head to look at whoever is assembled for the move, quickly scanning the group to see if Kaoru is among them. Part of her doubts it, but she can't help but hope. Even if he's there, though, her expression is severe; she may be more frightened than she wants to admit even to herself, but she certainly won't show it to this clan.]

Well? Where is it that you have decided to move me to?

[Not many are assembled for the move. There are a few of the guards, though some seem to be missing. The man from earlier is present along with a second one who is also obviously part of the family rather than the staff. Despite her doubts, Kaoru is there as well, though it's probably obvious immediately that something is wrong. He's quiet and withdrawn, almost meek in his posturing, with both hands folded in front of himself. He stands mostly behind the men while one speaks.]

To a more secure location.

[Is what's said, simply and plainly.

But the guards make no move to step into the room, because despite what Mook 1 and his dumb braggart friends would lead a person to believe, these shitheads are pretty smart when they need to be. Any attempt at forcibly taking a Very Stubborn Princess just about anywhere would be extremely difficult, especially since she's made it clear once already that she wouldn't take being moved sitting down and has shown multiple times that she can be stubborn when she wants. No one has the time or patience to deal with something like that, especially since it risks damage to either themselves or their hostage.

Instead, Kaoru is pushed forward roughly by the shoulder. He stumbles, almost losing his balance, and then glances nervously behind himself before looking back toward Sen. His fingers twist together, expression pinched with displeasure.]

—I'll be guiding you...

[Sen had been prepared, if not to fight, then to dig in her heels and make this move as difficult as possible for the family. But seeing Kaoru the way he is, half-hidden behind the two elder members of the family, is her first clue that there is something not quite right about this.

Just the sight of him tells her that it won't be as simple as making this difficult for them.

When he steps forward, she almost curses under her breath. If he's her guide, then she doesn't doubt they'll hold him responsible for any dragging of her feet or any disturbances to the move. But at least this way, he'll know where she's held. She can take some small measure of comfort from that, though his expression and posture tell her that wherever she's going it won't be pleasant.

Even if he won't be able to pay her visits like he has in this room, there will be at least one person in this compound who knows where she is that doesn't wish her ill.

She takes a breath, and looks from Kaoru to the family members and back again. She brings her hands together to intertwine her fingers anxiously and rests them on her stomach.]

...I'll follow you... please lead the way.

[Kaoru hesitates for a second after that, glancing over once more, but it's not clear exactly what he's looking for. Not for a chance to bargain, since he knows already how useless it would be... And the looks he's met with brook no argument either way, so he turns his attention back to Sen in no time. They're at a bit of a dead-end now, unfortunately, and his apologetic expression reflects that.

But he also doesn't want the other clan members to know how sympathetic he feels toward their captive (even though they very likely already do), so he struggles to force his expression into something more placid.]

This way.

[And back out Kaoru steps. The men clear out of the way for him, and it looks like they aren't even going to follow along. It's just another way to make sure that if anything goes wrong, the blame will fall directly and wholly on his shoulders. He understands their reasoning for this to the letter.

It looks like they're gonna be going on a bit of a trip though, since Kaoru will start heading outdoors, slipping on his sandals in the entrance hall and picking up a lighted lantern that had been set outside the door. Only pausing to make sure that Sen is following along, he then sets out toward the courtyard and the forest that edges its back perimeter.]

Edited 2015-01-08 04:06 (UTC)

[This is truly unfortunate.

She can't say she's surprised they've figured out that tying Kaoru's well-being to her obedience is the surest way to make her comply - she did, after all, make the trip out to Tosa for his sake - but she wishes they hadn't started doing it quite so quickly. She doesn't doubt that Kimigiku will come for her, but if she's kept somewhere further away from the compound proper, it will certainly make spiriting Kaoru away when the time for rescue comes much more difficult.

The fact of the matter is that he will be held accountable for any misbehavior, so she is just about as docile as this clan is ever going to see her as she follows along after him. It concerns her that wherever they're going, they have to take a lantern. ...it concerns her that she doesn't actually know where they're going; she's received many a report about the Nagumo clan, but none with any detail about somewhere "secure" that they would go through the forest to reach.

As they walk, Sen takes a breath and glances back over her shoulder before looking ahead to Kaoru. They're so eager to have him be responsible that the probably won't be able to hear when she speaks up, because they're a good distance away and her voice is low. There is a slight waver to it - she is frightened, after all - but she won't allow it to become anything more than "slight."]

Can you tell me where we're going, or is that disallowed..?

[Kaoru actually doesn't answer her question right away. They'll walk across the entirety of the courtyard and out under the decorative bowed arch that acts as an entry point, and Kaoru starts to lead the way down a little winding path that's so small and leaf-strewn that it'd be almost impossible to pick out.

Once they're several steps onto that, though, he'll finally speak up.]

I apologize... No one will track us out any farther than this, if anyone was at all.

[He didn't sense any lurking demonic presence, but he's learned that it's better to be safe than painfully, horrifically sorry in cases like this. He casts a glance her way, guilt of some strange description written into his expression.]

...We're going to a room that's still attached to the house, but only underground. I'll know how to get to you.

[Which is, as he sees it, probably the most reassuring thing he can say.]

[Sen doesn't gasp, but it's only thanks to a monumental amount of self-control. It's reassuring to hear him say he'll know where she is, but even that is only a small comfort when faced with the rest.

And what if the family moves her without Kaoru's knowledge? There are many ways this could get worse, and her stomach feels as though it's tied up in knots as they come to mind, unbidden. She absolutely doesn't want to think about all the things that could happen out here in the days before Kimigiku arrives. She won't allow herself to regret it - making contact with Kaoru was important enough that she would do it all over again if she must - but she can't help the creeping anxiety that settles itself over her.

But it's okay, she tells herself. It's only temporary.

It takes her a moment to realize she's spoken that aloud - ]

It's only temporary...

[It can't be a permanent arrangement. It absolutely can't. She will get out of this; it's only a matter of when - and if she's going to survive, she has to keep that in mind. She takes a breath to steel herself and stares straight ahead, down the leaf-strewn path.

She unlaces her fingers and rests one hand over her obi, thinking over what he's already said. She may not have another chance to speak with him one-on-one like this...]

...you don't believe they are watching us right now? [She doesn't sense any demonic presences, either, but he's the one most familiar with the clan.]

[Hearing her say that aloud just makes him bow his head, feeling weaker and more powerless than he has in a long time. He hates the fact that he's the one leading her away from the relative comforts of the main compound, and he's well aware that they've done this on purpose. They may not have evidence that he's been helping Sen out, but this is more than enough to tell him that they have their suspicions.

It's not enough to deter him, though. If he lets that happen, Sen will have no one in the coming days to turn to, and Kaoru understands exactly how crushingly lonely such a situation can be. He wouldn't want to wish it on anyone else - or that's what he tells himself over and over, at least.

At the question, he does risk another glance over, and his attention then shifts to their surroundings. After a few seconds, he shakes his head.]

I don't think they are...

[There's a little wariness present in his voice. As kind as he's come to view Sen, most people in her situation would undoubtedly take this opportunity to leave. That's what he believes, at least; his own safety is surely not worth the potential cost of freedom when it's right in front of her. It isn't worth anything at all.]

[It would be a lie to say Sen doesn't at least contemplate making a break for it right here and now. The thing is, she contemplates making a break for it along with Kaoru - but somehow she doubts that they'll manage to outrun the Nagumo family while they're dressed up as they are. They might have a short time before their escape is noticed, but not long enough for them to get somewhere that could be considered safe.

Running, then, is an idea that she dismisses almost as soon as it occurs to her. It will be fine, because this is only temporary. Once Kimigiku learns where she's gone, she will come for her.

Her hand slips into the space between her obi and her kimono and she studies Kaoru for a moment or two.]

Do you think they would search you upon your return? I may not have another opportunity to give this to you...

[She pulls her hand up just enough to show a silk bag - the same type and pattern as the one she had given to him when they'd met, that had been lost in the commotion of the clan figuring out who she was.]

[His eyes follow her hands as they move, and when she pulls the bag out a little, his lips purse. Whatever's in that bag must be important, and he wouldn't want to risk its loss...]

...They might, but I can show you a safe space to leave it. I can come back for it when I bring you your meal.

[Which should be easier to deliver now, at the very least.

He'll turn his attention back ahead after that though, and she may be able to make out an area that looks like a clearing up ahead. There's a little grassy knoll, and the entire area has almost a quaint look to it.]

Mm.

[That seems an acceptable compromise - but she worries a little over the prospect of his bringing her a meal. It's fine so long as the family allows it, but if he has to sneak around to do it, and if he is caught and gets in trouble for it... she truly doesn't wish to be the reason for any more of his suffering.

That is part of the reason for her slight hesitation.]

...the contents could land you in quite a bit of trouble should they be found in your possession at any point before they are used. I'll leave them where you tell me to, but please only take them if you're certain you won't suffer for it.

[That's her major concern, really. She is quiet as they continue on their way, and when the clearing starts to come into view, she can't help but lean forward a little to get a better look. It's sort of funny in a horrible way - this sort of scenery would normally be so relaxing, but the quaint serenity of the knoll is so at odds with what she knows she's walking into that it leaves her all the more unsettled.]

Are we almost there..?

Thank you for your kindness...

[For not only bringing him a gift, but being concerned enough about his well-being to basically say "it's okay if you don't take it if it isn't safe". It just seems like such a phenomenal amount of effort and good intentions that he can hardly believe it's genuine, even now. He can only offer up a pale thank you in return, because everything else falls flat in his mind.]

Ah— we're here already. It's there- [Kaoru makes a vague gesture toward the knoll like that's supposed to make any sense at all...

But the closer they walk, the clearer it'll become that the knoll itself seems to have some sort of doorway in it. It's hard to pick out at a distance, but by the time Kaoru comes to a stop and reaches out toward the grass, the outline can be seen a little better. Think little house on the prairie hillside-style cottages, except the quaintness of it pretty much ends at the door.

He'll pull up a knotted rope that was hidden among the flowers, which opens into a hollowed-out area. There's a low foyer in the interior and two doors. Kaoru sets the lantern down on the floor and the space is so small that it's pretty much all illuminated by the firelight, and he shifts to open up one of the doorways. The room that it reveals has a hole-y straw mat on the ground and a very thin and small futon rolled up in the corner. There is no other furniture or windows, and the walls and ceiling are comprised of extremely compact dirt. It isn't obvious right away, but if she pulls out the futon later, she'll find a dirty old toy top with the paint all flaked off, and a browned, brittle flower crown that looks several years old.]

This is where you'll be staying.

[The apology is definitely heavy in his voice, but the way that he keeps his gaze fixed on the floor is a little too intense for just regret. He'll gesture toward the second door after that.]

You could leave anything you'd like over there. That door leads to a tunnel that exits in the main house, but not everyone knows where to find it. It's close to my room, so I can come and go more easily...

Please, don't thank me until I've actually done something to help you.

[Because this entire trip has been one fiasco after another as far as Sen is concerned; she hasn't been able to do anything she's set out to try and help Kaoru with. If anything, she has only made things more difficult for him.]

...that pouch contains a very potent drug. The entire contents will kill a man, even a demon; spread it out among many, however, and it will weaken them considerably and leave them much more susceptible to death by other means. I had hoped that they would allow you to keep the first pouch so that if they saw this, they would think it was harmless and it wouldn't arouse suspicion...

[So, you know, if he wanted to go on a murderspree a couple years down the line, that would totally make it easier.

She peers in after him as he opens up the hidden area. It isn't going to be impossible to find - particularly if Kimigiku does search the compound first, and happens to speak with Kaoru... but if she is found by one of the family members there, rescuing her from here will be considerably more difficult. Sen has to remain optimistic, though - she must believe Kimigiku will come for her. This stay is going to be unbearable otherwise.

The packed-dirt walls and ceilings get a wary glance, and inwardly, she hopes that there won't be any earthquakes. She doesn't particularly relish the idea of being buried alive.]

It's... [Awful. What the fuck would possess the clan to even make a place like this?] Cozy. [She tries to smile, but it really doesn't come out right.] ...I'll be okay, so please don't make the trip out here unless you're absolutely certain you won't be punished for it.

You've already done so much for me, though. I truly am grateful.

[This he says with a little more insistence, gaze rising to lock onto her closely. But it doesn't last long before explains the contents of the pouch, dissolving away into raw shock instead. This bag... This bag might really contain the key to his exit, if what she's saying is true. It might also get him killed if it's discovered, true enough, but that's such a minor concern in the face of actual potential freedom that he can hardly bring himself to care.]

You— ...You would do something like this for me?

[His voice is hushed in awe, and reasonably so since this is kind of a Huge Deal, being given the go-ahead by the Princess of Yase herself. He wouldn't even care if she was just using him as a tool to destroy the Nagumo from within, honestly; regardless of her reasons, she's giving him an out.

As she starts to look around the place, he starts to try collecting himself. It'll be a while before he can successfully use something like that, so he can't get ahead of himself. That's what causes sloppy mistakes.]

Oh— I'll be fine as well, so please don't worry. You'll need to keep up your strength, so the least that I can do is ensure that you get a few meals.

Edited 2015-01-09 23:43 (UTC)

[Sen's first instinct is to shake her head, but perhaps this is something she and Kaoru will simply have to agree to disagree on... at least until a few years down the line, when he's been so soured by his experiences that he is every bit as depreciating about her efforts as she is.

When she feels his eyes on her, though, she raises her head to meet his gaze and offers him a fleeting smile.]

...what this clan has done to you is unforgivable. If I can, in some small way, contribute to setting things right... then I wish to do so.

[He has her backing, at least. And as long as she has some say in the matter should it come to an all-out slaughter, Kaoru certainly won't be punished for any actions he takes. He can't be punished without implicating Sen as well, now; even if it's out of her hands, anyone else who would make such a decision likely would not want to condemn her as well. It's the best protection she can offer him at present.

It's not like she can protect him much from the current dangers, anyway. Especially since he insists on putting himself in greater danger by helping her out. She sighs lightly.]

Very well... but, please be sure to take the opportunity to eat as well, when you are bringing food to me.

[She's seen those skinny wrists of his, however brief a glance it was. She truly doubts the clan is allowing him to eat as much as he needs.]

[AGREE TO DISAGREE and then their agreement will be just as tragic, wow. This is the demon life...

But Kaoru absolutely understands how important it is to have her backing here, since it's essentially a get out of jail free card. Not that the Nagumo have good relations with other demon clans to begin with, but this secures his ticket out of any possible retribution. He may even be able to continue functioning in public, which he had never before considered in his fleeting day-dreams of breaking free.

Her last statement has Kaoru's brows arching upward a little, though. All of these small shows of concern are so foreign to him that it's obvious he doesn't know how to handle any of it, as much as he'd like to (and as well as he'll be able to fake it in the future.) It's true that he isn't given as much food as the main clan members. On the other hand...]

I will when I'm able, as I always have, so please don't worry over that either. [He just doesn't enjoy eating. The days when he had favorite foods or people to share them with are fast-fading, and he has bigger concerns than re-learning how to like his meals.]

Then...

[Her voice trails off, and she casts a wary glance around the underground room. With nothing left for her to ask of him and nothing left for him to explain to her, the family members are surely expecting Kaoru back soon with the news that Sen has been properly secured. A small knot of anxiety tightens in her stomach, but there isn't much she can do about that; escaping now would only serve to land him in very hot water.

Although she is loathe to be left alone here, what else can she do?]

You had best return to them for now. [She smiles again, her fingers nervously twisting into the fabric of her kimono. Her expression stays pleasant enough, because she's putting on a brave face, but she really doesn't want him to go.] I'll be right here... until Kimigiku comes for me, I'll make no effort to escape. [So he doesn't have to worry about the clan getting pissed about her running away on his watch.] ...thank you, for the lengths you have gone to in order to help me while I am here.

[It isn't easy to detect the brave face that she's putting on, but Kaoru already has ample experience with masks and masking things even now. It's difficult to see her in this situation, but he knows that it's even more difficult to be in this situation. Once the door is closed, if there isn't any lantern left behind, there's nothing but darkness, stale air, and the oppressive feeling of being constricted and compacted smaller and smaller even though the space isn't as minute as it could be.

So he pauses for a second, and then smiles.]

You've gone to even greater lengths for me, so it's only right to return the favor. [He's massively in debt already. The kindness that she's shown him... He's fairly certain he'll never be able to pay it back.

He does what he can in small steps instead, hoping that they'll be enough.]

I'll be back in a few hours, then. Please take care not to let the lantern burn out... [And then Kaoru fishes into the space between his own obi and kimono, pulling out several more lengths of wicks. It's not something that he was supposed to bring along, but he couldn't stand the idea of someone being sealed up in this old darkness. He'll leave those on the floor next to the lantern and then head toward the door that leads back to the outside of the knoll. He gives her one last glance before stepping out to shut it behind himself.

He's also disobeying orders by not actually locking her in that other room, but like hell he'd do that, either.]

Mm, I'll be careful of the lantern. Thank you.

[She watches as he sets the wicks down and makes his way to the door. It takes a considerable amount of effort not to plead for him to stay - much more than Sen is really expecting, even knowing that she doesn't wish to be left behind in this room. It comes as something of a surprise, but at least it isn't so overwhelming that she actually begs him. Even if she holds Kaoru in a higher regard than she does the rest of the clan, she doesn't particularly want him to see her beg, either.

Once he shuts the door behind him, she bows her head and holds her breath for a few long moments. One, two, three... then she exhales, before repeating the process a few times to calm herself. It's alright. It's just fine. He is going to return, there will be food, and then she'll have more time to herself.

It isn't a bad thing, she tells herself. Hasn't she often wished she had a little more time to herself? She can take this chance to think without any interruptions.

For now, while she still has some light, she sets to unfolding the futon. It's then that she comes across the old top and flower crown; they get a puzzled stare, but despite her curiosity, she can recognize that picking them up to examine them too closely could result in damage - or at least could result in the crown crumbling away. She doesn't want that, so she gingerly sets it out of the way before laying out the futon.

She considers it, and comes to the conclusion that the clan members won't come here immediately. So she really does have a few hours, and in that case, maybe she can catch up on some of the sleep she didn't get the night before. With a sigh, she crawls under the dusty covers and lays down for a fitful rest, sleeping lightly and sitting up with a start if there are any sudden noises at any point.]