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Nagumo clan estate.
Tosa, Japan, June of Bunkyū 1.

["I come as a messenger of the Princess of Yase. My mistress wishes for me to see the face of the child under your care with my own eyes."

Technically, it isn't a lie. She does wish to see the ward of the Nagumo clan, and she is acting as a messenger - on her own behalf, perhaps, but on the behalf of the Princess of Yase nonetheless.

Sen is well aware that after so many attempts have gone horribly awry - her messengers being turned away or being entertained within the house but never actually being allowed to see Kaoru for themselves - that this isn't going to be easy. She is prepared to be stubborn with the men who have received her, and so she does. It's a fact that the servants have orders to placate her and send her on her way, but that is something she won't allow.

She had arrived the day before, just after noon. Now it is noon again, and she still isn't gone. Currently she is kneeling on a cushion in the room for receiving visitors, and she thinks that perhaps she has finally succeeded - a servant is dispatched to go and fetch Kaoru. She would prefer a private conversation, but that same servant will most likely be instructed to monitor them as they speak.

That's fine. Now that she's here, she's sure she can figure out a way. Things have been quiet enough lately that she has a little more freedom to act on her own (and she is acting on her own - for once, Kimigiku has no idea where she's gone, though she's left instructions with a child in the village to tell her that she saw the princess going to Tosa if she hasn't returned within two weeks), and she is sure she's up to the task of bringing Yukimura Kaoru home.

She looks up when she hears the sound of a sliding door, and smiles.]

Ah... are you Kaoru-san?

[She swears to god if they've brought some random girl to try and trick her, the Nagumo clan will become very well acquainted with just how much damage Yase can do when she's been offended.]

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Useful?

[It's spoken in a curious way, but the curiosity itself is very pale and quiet, like Kaoru doesn't intend to actually ask for an answer. If it really is something that's useful, it would be a poor idea to talk about it around the rest of the clan - they're absolutely on the same page thought-wise there.

He's distracted soon enough by the thanks, at least, even though it sends him right back into a mildly tailspin. Why is she being so nice? Giving so much? It's something he truly can't understand.]

It was only right... You wouldn't be in this situation if it wasn't for me. [So it's his duty, then, to make sure that the situation doesn't worsen any further.

...The hard part is going to be figuring out how to avoid that.]

But... even though I haven't been able to help you yet, I hope that you'll believe me when I say that I wish I could. I'll try my best.

Mm, useful.

[But that's all she'll say on the matter because there are rude jerks right outside her door... She sincerely hopes that she has kept her voice low enough that they haven't realized she's regained consciousness yet. She thinks she must have, because surely they would be fetching someone to question her if they knew she was awake.

...she isn't particularly looking forward to telling them why she lied about who she is, though she would very much like to hear what their justification for keeping someone they've already acknowledged as the Princess of Yase locked up like this is. She is looking forward to seeing the looks on their faces once her clan figures out where she is and Kimigiku comes to get her, though.]

I do believe you. [He's the only member of this household she'll believe in, to be perfectly honest. Those who are Nagumo by blood are untrustworthy snakes, but she believes Kaoru is different from them.] But please... don't put yourself at risk. I don't want you harmed for my sake.

[But this Kaoru still has some of that reckless Yukimura in him, doesn't he...]

[There's another little snuffle at that, and the sound of softly rustling fabric that can barely be heard through the thick wall.]

I'll be fine. They're being generous because you're here.

[Which sure says a lot if this is Nagumo generosity... But he doesn't seem to understand how horrible that sounds, since there's nothing in his voice that reflects he's disturbed by it. In fact, he sounds a little spirited, since them going easy on him means that he'll have more of an opportunity to do something and not get himself megamurdered in the process.

He raises his hands again after that, uncurling his fingers and patting his palms against the wall. He's not really sure what the gesture is for; reassurance, maybe? For her or for himself - that, he doesn't know.]

...Please hold out a little longer. I'll try to work quickly. [A beat, and then:] Are you hungry?

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[It's probably fortunate that Kaoru can't see her face right now. It flits between surprised to enraged and then finally rests on unsettled; this is generosity? How spirited he sounds is greatly disturbing to her, because she can tell by the way he speaks that he really does see this as them being generous. It isn't lip service meant to reassure her.

She's going to make them pay, somehow. One way or another... they can't be allowed to get away with this.]

Is that so...

[Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise, then. Two weeks before the child she left a message with in Yase brings her whereabouts to light, and then time to travel... she isn't afraid of what might happen to her, mostly because she knows she can handle herself. But that does mean Kaoru may have a few weeks without them breathing down his neck.]

Take your time and be careful. I'm not afraid of this clan, Kaoru-san. [She does her best to sound cheerfully optimistic - she doesn't want to worry him or make him feel as though he has to hurry anything to help her out.] Ah... I am a little hungry, but there are people on the other side of the door. It wouldn't be easy to bring anything here, I think...

[Not to mention, once she decides she's up to dealing with them she can just demand food... since she's a princess and all...]

[There's just a soft, affirmative hum on his side of the wall at that, since he figures he might as well attempt to reassure her if it's at all possible. He'll be fine, even if he doesn't have the ability to be fearless in the face of this clan like she is. There's something in him that stirs, jealous, at that. He'd give a lot to be able to say the same thing and to mean it like she does.

But he tries not to let that bitterness rise up too high, reminding himself that it's a good thing she's not afraid. This experience would be so much worse for her if she was.]

Mm... Still, it's always better to work quickly.

[A YUKIMURA, INDEED. Bowling fullspeed ahead into danger or at least vague discomfort...

That said, this is something he can do, so he seems to perk up a little.]

If you're hungry, please leave it to me. I don't have to sneak it through.

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[God. In a few years, once Chizuru steps in and rescues her from ronin when she really doesn't need rescuing, Sen is going to look back on this moment and think to herself that in spite of all their differences in the present day, the twins really were cut from the same cloth.

For now, though - she's grateful. Surprised, and worried, but... grateful. Most people take her reassurances that she's just fine and she can handle it at face value. Kimigiku doesn't always, but only because she's been with her for so long that she knows her better than mot. But Kaoru... maybe it's because he know firsthand what sort of treatment the Nagumo clan can dish out, or maybe he's just kind. But he isn't letting her brush this all off as "just fine," and he's doing his best to help her.

That sort of kindness is something to be treasured.]

I'll leave it to you, then. You have my gratitude.

[He knows the ins and outs of this clan better than she does. She just hopes that he doesn't wind up in trouble by associating with her, since she's already sort of in the doghouse, as it is.]

[TREASURE IT WELL SEN..... She's probably the last person who will see it from him, wow.

But the shuffling sound of him pushing himself up and away from the ground follows that, and then a quiet:]

Please wait, then.

[AND OFF HE GOES. After so many years in the clan, he at least knows how to get into the kitchen as secretly as possible. Of course, entrances and exits can only take a person so far if the kitchen is occupied - which it thankfully isn't for now. No surprise, really; Kaoru imagines that most of the clan members are gathered around the room that Sen has been put in either out of curiosity or because they're assigned guards. The clan head is surely off somewhere else, too self-determindly important to waste time on this just yet. Where that is, Kaoru has no idea, but he certainly doesn't plan on finding out.

He moves light and quick like a thief, movements practiced through years of having to steal an extra handful of rice just to get by another day. A scoop of rice from the pot, one of the wrapped mackerel broiling over the fire, some vegetables... It's not much, but it'll have to do. It's wrapped up in some nondescript cloth, which Kaoru carries with him back to the outer wall. He'll tap on it again, a little more hurried this time.]

Princess Sen? The food will be outside your door below the second floorboard. Please move quickly when the time comes. [He doesn't really wait for her to reply before setting off again. He has to move carefully now.

Knowing the best hiding places in the house has been a necessity for quite some time but it's aiding him greatly, since he knows exactly which spot of the porch he needs to scoot under in order to reach that loose floorboard. It's somewhat slow-going since he has to be careful not to get dirt on his kimono, and he pauses in quiet trepidation every time the floor creaks over his head. He can hear the voices more clearly now, speaking in excited and concerned tones about their newest esteemed guest, how dangerous it is to be holding on to her, but how rewarding it may be if they can get away with it. He holds his breath, crouching down and hanging the cloth from the underside of that board by a loose strip. He hopes it's wrapped well enough to keep things from spilling when she moves it.

Then he's carefully moving himself out again, easing backwards from the porch, creeping his way around the perimeter of the in-court garden until he reaches his familiar room. He hoists himself back in, checks himself quickly for dirt, takes a deep breath, and:]

Hyaaaaaa—!!

[The din outside of Sen's room stops immediately, and she'll probably be able to hear muffled voices escalating to shouts - what the hell was that? or do you think he's seen an intruder? or it's way too soon!

Then comes what Kaoru had been banking on - the go look immediately! and the sound of many footsteps thundering away. If Sen peeks out, the few remaining men who have been left behind to guard her are staring down the hall toward the retreating backs of the rest. With luck, she'll have enough time to lift the board and grab the bag beneath it. KAORU'S SURE MAKING A LONG-LASTING RUCKUS, AT LEAST, with some very convincingly distressed-sounding shrieks. His acting career started early...]

[Oh, dear. Just the way he says that - "Please move quickly" - makes her more than certain that he is going to do something incredibly reckless. As concerned as she is, she is also very curious to see what he has in mind.

As he moves under the floor to get the bundle of food in place, Sen moves carefully to the door. She will remain kneeling there as he scoots around and hooks the cloth package to the underside of the floorboards, makes his way back to his room, and shouts. The ensuing commotion doesn't make her bat an eyelash, though she would certainly be much more worried that something had happened to him if he hadn't basically already made it clear he was going to cause a distraction of some kind.

As the hurried footsteps and voices fade out of her hearing, she silently opens the door and leans out so that she can loosen the floorboard and retrieve the bag of food. She glances briefly at the men at the end of the hall, grateful for the fact that they're watching their comrades go, and retreats back into the room before closing the door behind her.

She isn't sure how much time she has. Possibly not much - definitely not enough to eat the food - because such a commotion isn't something she can sleep through, and they will probably find it suspicious if it doesn't rouse her. Not to mention, once they ascertain that whatever "intruder" Kaoru has spotted is no longer in that area, they will most likely come here to be sure that someone from Yase hasn't spirited her away. She simply doesn't have time to scarf down the whole thing.

She closes her eyes briefly, whispers a "Thank you," since she can hardly shout it out to Kaoru with the guards about, and stows the bag of food under the dusty futon in the corner. With this room as bare as it is, she doesn't have many options.

Moments later, she returns to the door and cracks it open just a bit. Perhaps taunting the guards isn't the best idea, but she has to admit that if she didn't know Kaoru was planning a distraction she would do exactly what she's about to do right now, and she doesn't want to arouse suspicion by not doing it.]

My, my. [She makes her voice just loud enough for the guards at the end of the hall to hear.] Were your clan's defenses breached already? How unfortunate.

[Demons are shitheads, even when they're princesses.]

[ALL DEMONS HAVE THE SHITHEAD GENE... It's just an inescapable facet of being a demon, apparently - not that any of them seem to mind.

Except when that shitheadedness is directed against them!! Like it is right now! Rude as hell, Sen! The straggling guard shitheads seem offended, at least... One of them turns around to face her, pointing with GREAT VIGOR like that's somehow going to make him more intimidating.]

Shut your mouth! Even Yase can't lift a finger against us. You're all big talk sittin' so comfy up with the government, but you can't do anything when it comes to what's important!

[Apparently no one's ever taught these rudies how to interact with royalty...

But the sound of many footsteps can be heard on the outside of the room after that, where Kaoru had been before. Cries of keep looking! and nothing over hear! volley back and forward across the courtyard. The sound of Kaoru's voice can also be heard after a short time, high-pitched with something close to fear. All things considered, he's pretty good at faking it even now, with half as much experience under his belt as he'll eventually end up with. Someone who's paying close enough attention would probably be able to tell that it sounds a little too forced, a little too extravagant by way of reaction, but luckily everyone's too busy running around like headless chickens to pay heed.]

There were at least two! One came from the Eastern wall and I saw another heading for the roof top—!

[Apparently he's being herded around along with the frantic household members, since his voice fades away soon after as the footsteps grow more distant.]

[Sen glances briefly at the guard's pointed finger and has to bring a hand up to her mouth to muffle a laugh. Honestly, what is that meant to do? She isn't intimidated by him at all, which is probably rather annoying for him - that he can't even intimidate a captive. Ah, well.]

You'd be surprised. As I recall, I had no trouble entering here under false pretenses myself. [Yeah... seriously... they kept her waiting for an entire twenty-four hours and no one thought to do an identity check before letting her meet with Kaoru? Seriously? Sure, she was found out right away, but if a visitor had been in Yase for that long Sen would have had their entire life's story in a neat and tidy report before ever seeing their face. She's not impressed.] Subterfuge isn't even a talent of mine, but sneaking into places is a talent of my agents. I wonder how your employer will react when you all wake up one morning and I'm gone?

[She's enjoying this a little too much, really. But Kaoru's going through such trouble to keep the guards outside distracted, and she doesn't want to leave anyone thinking that it might have been a lie from the beginning. If the guards are convinced she's got people from Yase coming from her, they won't make the connection between the commotion and the person who raised the alarm.]

Did you really think I would come to this place without telling my bodyguards? I'm sure they've already gotten tired of waiting for me to return.

[That's sort of exactly what she did... but y'know...

Out with the household members running around like morons, of course there isn't any actual intruder... but, by coincidence, there does just so happen to be a cat that's on the loose. Said cat is currently hiding under the porch, but it seems to have a few pieces of paper in its mouth that it's hoarding and bringing back to its den. Sure enough, from another part of the compound comes a shout -

"Someone has been in the records room!"

Well, that's a convenient coincidence. Roll with it, Kaoru.]

[WELL THAT'S definitely a surprise... It's a good thing everyone else is so focused on finding these nonexistent intruders that they aren't really paying him much attention, because he's yet to master the art of maintaining a pokerface in any given situation and is left visibly startled by that sudden declaration. Is someone here? Had Sen been able to rifle through the records beforehand...?

That'd be a difficult feat, because as lax as the security had been, Sen certainly hadn't been without guard during her 24 hour wait. If she had tried to nose around, the entire compound would have been made aware of it quickly.]

Oh—! [There's Kaoru again, making a little noise of surprise as he's grabbed by the wrist and tugged over in the direction of the records room. AT LEAST HE'S GETTING HIS EXERCISE TONIGHT...

As for Sen and her unimpressive guards, they sure do seem to be riled by what she says. Not a one of them seems to even remotely suspect Kaoru, but that's also likely because Kaoru's never had the guts to do anything like this before for fear of retribution. He knows the punishment will be heavy if he is caught, but as far as he's concerned, being able to make it up to Sen even a small fraction is worth it.]

Then we'll just have to wipe 'em out! Doesn't matter how good they are at sneaking around if they bleed the same as anyone. Hey - maybe the boss would even use you as bait! String y'up in the courtyard by the ankles and kill anyone who tries to make a move!

[Taunting the prisoner without actually trying to get her back into the room GOOD WORK TEAM...

But even though the servants can be woefully inadequate by way of threat, apparently, it's equally clear that something about the clan proper functions well enough to keep them afloat amid all of the murky political and criminal waters they traverse. Whether it's care or proficiency in all the wrong areas, they're still around for a reason.]

[Sen is a shithead of many talents who just wanted to get some light reading done while she waited...

Okay, no. When Kaoru and his retinue make it to the records room, they'll find that it's actually in a rather severe state of disarray, which it definitely was not earlier or else someone would have raised the alarm much sooner. Papers are strewn about haphazardly; some are ripped, while others are intact. There are shards of a shattered vase on the ground, intermixed with water and now-crushed flowers.

(There is also a mouse under the floorboards, squeaking in terror even though the cat that had been chasing it is long gone.)

Meanwhile, Sen merely rolls her eyes at the guards, utterly unimpressed.]

Quite frankly, no one who works for me would be incompetent enough to fall for such an obvious trap.

[She isn't unaware that although she may not have had a hard time pulling the wool over their eyes temporarily, the Nagumo clan is more capable than she is giving them credit for. Still, she has a little too much pride to let them reduce her to a trembling captive. That is a sight she won't allow anyone to see, now or ever.

Her expression hardens.]

And might I remind you... I was subdued because I was taken by surprise. [Dishonorable tactics!!] There are no entrances behind me in this room. Just as you will see if I make a run for it... I will see if you try to take me anywhere I do not wish to go. [And then, her voice is like ice - ] Feel free to attempt it, if you wish to experience the power of the bloodline of Suzuka Gozen firsthand. I have my doubts that you, personally, will live to regret it.

[The clan in general might be able to overpower her, but they can't all fit into this small room. With the door as a stopgap, she is certain she could defend herself quite well before becoming exhausted.]

[WHAT A RUDE HOME INVADER, causing this much trouble, gosh!! But of course this is much more than Kaoru had initially bargained for, and he can feel himself seizing up in mild panic as soon as he lays eyes on the room. There's a fear present that they'll figure out he had raised the alarm intentionally, and then this horrible mess would be pinned on him too, even though his hands are clean of it.

Luckily, they don't seem to be thinking of that just yet. One of the men turns around, already having Kaoru's wrist locked in hand, and begins to stride out of the room. It's clear with the way he barks orders that he's a member of the family rather than the servants, and likely high ranking.

We're locking this place down! I'm taking the brat back.

"The brat" in this case is Kaoru, apparently, and the two of them will eventually come up the hallway that Sen and the servants are having their dingus stand-off in. Very one-sided, considering she's exuding all the air of a royal family member who is not to be trifled with, whereas the servants just have their loudness and bluster. The one trying to stand Sen down is in the middle of sputtering a retort when he's shoved aside by the man guiding - or tugging, rather - Kaoru through.

He doesn't have any grandstanding to do, and there's the difference between the house members and those who serve them. Cold efficiency - taunting only when it can be backed up. Rather than waste any words trying to argue with her or defend the Nagumo defenses, he stops in front of the door, roughly moving Kaoru out of the way before addressing the servants.]

Let's keep humoring our guest down to a minimum.

[With little more warning than that, the man strikes out with sudden and vicious accuracy, attempting to kick Sen back into the room so the door can be shut again. Regardless of whether or not it actually lands, Kaoru will be slapping his free hand over his mouth to muffle the distressed noise of surprise that automatically follows.]

[They're so panicked, but in a few hours the stray cat is probably going to wander into the kitchen mewling for milk, and it'll have one of the papers with it and they'll feel dumb as hell for overreacting...

For now, though, the entire household is a rather tense place to be. The guards lose basically all of their bravado when the family member towing Kaoru along appears on the scene and reprimands them; Sen, on the other hand, already has her attention on him from the time he comes into view. The more she learns of this family, the better.

...watching him gives her the advantage of seeing his muscles tense just milliseconds before he moves, and she jumps back as he strikes out with the kick. She can tell from the strike that he is strong. He's fast, too; she avoids the worst of it, but he still lands a glancing blow, and she puts one hand over her stomach as she glares up at him from the tatami mats.

She's inside the room now, though. That will make closing the door incredibly easy.]

Your treatment of guests is abhorrent. [After the comment about not humoring guests, she doesn't expect a response, but she also doesn't intend to let that go unaddressed.] I sincerely hope you don't expect to get anything from me during my stay here, because after that, I certainly won't give it.

[Ah, it looks like the concern was really for naught in the end, then... Kaoru can almost taste the acridness of jealousy for a second, but tries to shake it, because it's a good thing Sen managed to dodge. He has to remind himself of it, an a year or so ago he may have been horrified by that, but it's simply the way he lives now - trying to avoid being consumed by those ill feelings.

The man, on the other hand, makes no move to take the bait she's laid out and simply goes to shut the door after she's in. She'll still be able to hear him say Don't let this woman out of your sight to the servants left behind, and then the sound of two sets of footsteps fading as Kaoru is led back off again. He'd have liked to say something first - and she may have caught sight of his concerned glance before the door was shut again - but he's wise enough to not bring attention to himself like that.

For now, it appears as though she'll be left alone to her meal.]

[She'd have liked to have said something to Kaoru, too, but she knows better than to call out to him now of all times. She has already angered her guards and a member of the family - not to mention, Kaoru's distraction has coincided with something else that will undoubtedly bring them even more anger... any association Kaoru might have with her, at this point, could anger the Nagumo and bring suffering down on him.

That's not what she wants all.

She closes her eyes in a brief prayer for his safety before creeping her way over to the futon under which she had hidden the food he'd taken such pains to bring her. She eats the fish first, because it may not keep well with time, but only nibbles at the rice and the vegetables - the leftovers she wraps back up and stows to eat later. He had brought her this with considerable difficulty, and she has no way of knowing when she might be given food again.

For now, until she can figure out some way to make use of her situation, she has to conserve her resources - and her energy. Though it risks squishing the remaining food that is hidden under the futon, she spreads it out and lies down. She doesn't sleep (to do so would be to let her guard down a little too much for her liking in this place), but she does rest, until such a time that something occurs that garners her attention.]

[It'll be several hours until anything of note happens, with the guards outside talking amongst themselves about largely inconsequential things, apparently cowed out of grandstanding by being made to look like fools in front of one of their employers. No one else seems to join them for any length of time, and eventually the voices will die down as they take turns sleeping.

The noise that will likely end her rest doesn't come from the hallway, at any rate, but rather from the same outside corner that Kaoru had first appeared at. This time, there isn't an accompanying call for her just yet. Perhaps it's because he's exercising a little extra caution. It's early dawn by now, at least, and sound always carries farther in the crisp morning air.]

[The guards' conversations are dead boring, but Sen pays attention to them on the off-chance they'll be of use someday. (Spoilers: They won't.) Still, she is keeping an alert ear all through the night and as the sun rises, so when the sound from the corner comes, she hears it. She's surprised, but she hears it.

After all of that before... has Kaoru come to visit her again? It's such a risk.

Quietly and carefully, she rises from the futon and pads her way over to that corner. She hopes that it's Kaoru, but in a place like this... well, she wouldn't put it past this clan to try tapping on the wall to get her to reveal something. If she replies with "Kaoru, is that you?" they'll know that he's been here once already. When she speaks, it is a little more cautiously - ]

Is someone there...?

[Her voice is, perhaps, softer than it had been before; with the guards sleeping in shifts, there is no conversation of their own to mask her voice. Being careful is even more imperative.]

[There's a little bit of relief in Kaoru's voice when he speaks up, equally quiet. Even speaking at his lowest volume he still feels like his voice echoes far too loudly, but there isn't much he can do about that, and he wants to check on Sen.

The fact that she's up and speaking at all is a pretty good sign. Honestly, he wasn't sure what to expect when he was marched away from her room that night. The clan on a whole can be a little difficult to predict, swinging wildly from one extreme to another without much warning. Part of him had feared the worst by way of mistreatment, and he had been kept up most of the night with that concern. It's a good thing then, he thinks, that his soft volume and the thick wood between them will likely mask any traces of exhaustion in his tone.]

I hope that I haven't woken you... I meant to come earlier, but this is the soonest that I could leave.

[He doesn't exactly have guards around his room, but he does get unexpected visitors at times, which can make sneaking around a little hard.]

Were you able to get the bag?

You didn't wake me... please don't worry yourself over such a thing.

[She doesn't really trust the Nagumo clan at all, so she doesn't plan on sleeping through the night anyway. Keeping still and, perhaps, dozing for an hour or so at a time will be good enough until she get out of here and returns to Yase. Then she'll sleep for a week. And if all goes well, maybe she can have Kaoru free of this place and he might be able to rest easily, too...]

Mm. It was just where you said it would be. [She smiles, and though her voice is still quiet, it will still be possible to practically hear the smile.] I'm very grateful for your assistance, Kaoru-san. Without your help, I daresay I would be going hungry.

[Even if her guards brought her food, she really isn't sure she trusts them enough to eat it. But she's sure that whatever Kaoru brings her won't be tampered with.]

...that man before. He was not too rough with you when he brought you back to your room, was he?

Ah... I'm glad that I was able to help a little, in that case.

[Considering he had already been pretty sure that they wouldn't be bringing her any food. She's got it even worse than he does, as he sees it since they don't have to worry about him trying to escape. Because of that, he can roam about with more freedom.

But that's one success and one worry down, and Kaoru will just have to figure out how to deliver the rest of the meals from now on since he doesn't want to risk cry wolf syndrome... Not that it would be bad if that did happen and no one believed him when an actual spy from Yase showed up.

That said, at the question, Kaoru almost shakes his head first on reflex before remembering that demons tragically don't have x-ray vision.]

Oh— no, he wasn't. None of them are very interested in me right now... [Which is both a very good thing when their focus isn't desired at all, and a somewhat worrisome thing when the meager scraps he gets from them is all that he really has by way of attention. He tries not to let the thought of it panic him too greatly, which means not thinking about it much at all.]

I was only taken back to my room, but I was worried for you... [So he didn't sleep well anyway WHAT A NERD.] I wanted to check on you right away.

It was a big help, not just a little help.

[Sen wishes he would give himself a little more credit. She's only known him a short time, but it really does seem to her as though he has some rather severe self-esteem problems, and she's sure they would not be quite this bad if not for the Nagumo family. The clan certainly seems to have a way of exacerbating such things - all the more reason for her to do her utmost to get him out of here.

The Yukimura family was faithful to her ancestors for years; Daitsuren and Shotsuren, which once belonged to Suzuka Gozen, are proof of that. She may not have been able to prevent the humans from attacking, but she wants to at least do what she can for the survivors of that clan.]

I'm glad they haven't hurt you... I was worried.

[So they're a pair of idiots worrying about each other and not sleeping. Which would be cute, if it didn't leave them both tired and less likely to be able to function well if something - like the Nagumo family getting pissy and trying to take it out on them - were to happen.]

I do appreciate your coming to check on me... it is very kind of you.

[Kaoru predictably doesn't make any remark in response to her reassurance, because he's quite sure that it's just her politeness as a political figure - and an overall nice person, as it seems. He's still a little baffled by that, in all honesty.

But for the worry, YEAH THEY SURE ARE A PAIR OF IDIOTS... Like good work team, for real. There's a little flutter in his chest at that. He's experiencing so many things in the past day or so that he never thought he'd experience again, which is a little overwhelming but also very pleasant. A little scary too, maybe, just for how foreign it now is.]

I'm sorry to have worried you... I don't think that I'll have trouble while you're here though, so please don't fret for my sake.

[That's energy better spent elsewhere.]

...but you may have trouble after I go?

[That's a problem. To leave when leaving would mean that this family could treat Kaoru even more harshly - she can't say there is anything good about this situation other than the fact that the pressure on him is somewhat lessened, but it could become even more stifling in comparison once it comes back. That isn't what Sen wants.

She must return to Yase, though; she can't stay here forever.

(She doesn't particularly want to - Kaoru is the only person here for whom she has even the slightest bit of respect. Every member of the Nagumo clan lost it about the time she was tossed into this room.)

What to do, then? Her brows knit together as she contemplates the logistics of a rescue-mission-turned-kidnapping. It would be much more feasible if Kimigiku were to bring a few people with her, but how can she send word to her to do so...?]

It wouldn't be any more than usual.

[Or that's the reassurance Kaoru will give, at least. He's already been responsible for so much that he really hates the idea of loading her plate up even further with concerns that she really shouldn't be focusing on. In reality, he is worried that he'll suffer from the backlash of their lost hostage, but...

It's worth it, isn't it?

He has to tell himself that it is. Negativity is a downward-leaning spiral and if he allows himself one step in that direction, he's afraid that he might not be able to catch himself again.]

...I still haven't been able to think up any way to help you out of here. [On a different note, since Kaoru doesn't want to linger on the last topic.]